I feel like a fool,
All the lies I’ve been told,
The feeling of regret,
Never getting old.
Burning in the shadows,
Of your new love,
I’m never really there,
Anytime I’d shove.
You never really listened,
Told me I was wrong,
I think the anger took me hold,
That’s why I wrote this song.
To force the proof of how I felt,
To be in control,
For this is what I tried to do,
Cause my mind is just too full
There were no more kisses,
No more hugs,
No more meaning in your love,
It was given to the next girl in line,
No affection,
No more trust
No more hoping that’s a must,
You seem to make me feel so alone.
I’m dying on the outside in,
There is nothing to believe for,
There is no one there now,
I don’t want this anymore,
Your telling me that you still care,
But where is all the truth there,
You have a heart but its not with me,
But where is there “I should believe”.
I cannot trust you because I feel,
This really is a big deal,
I don’t want you anymore,
Cause in our lives there is nothing for.
There were no more kisses,
No more hugs,
No more meaning in your love,
It was given to the next girl in line,
No affection,
No more trust
No more hoping that’s a must,
You seem to make me feel so alone.
So lonely I could die away,
But you don’t know
I already have.















Comments
Personally I don't trust humans nor do I ever other then family. Humanity with no original bonds to one fails in the face of deceit and greed.
Glad you have an outlet for your emotions, its good to leak such things out or they might build up and thats no good.
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As life proceeds, we change. As our wisdom grows, we shed our skin. Sometimes we forget a patch of old skin and it trails us till it is noticed.
We must forgive ourselves for our mistakes and live peacefully, each with their own lives and problems.
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I am all of you fantasies come true. I am all of you dreams. And if you dont believe me, screw you.
To encounter pain and suffering is what makes happiness and joy worth while and the reward for your toils. Otherwise to live in a happy and joyful enviroment one only sees boredom and lack of excitement. Think of this, if one eats to many sweets continuously with few other food items your taste buds loose the flavor and pizazz of the sweetness of sweets. So one thing the world offers is not available till you mind forgets about those memories and once again you can enjoy the sweets.
If we suffer with other humans or because of them then the things which make us happy with other humans is still a gateway to happiness if you allow it. Then it can be comparable to experiencing the joy for the first time because it is new again after toils have made life quite painful.
To put it straight to the point though this is hard to accuratly explain this. Its just life, troubles that stress us and hurt us are only there to disapline us. Joys will come whenever they do and the troubles make the joys even more enjoyable. Years of war in a country make violence to the enemy slack because the fighters have tired themselves out. So when peace is finally made, a heavenly feeling comes when they can change to having families and working for their soceity instead of killing it.
Guess I'm rambling with metaphors but I hope you catch my point. I know about pain and suffering trust me, my childhood has more then its share to explain it and so do certain kin of mine. But I don't dwell on that pain for long, I'm in control because I pushed myself to gain control of my emotions and thought process. However, this didn't come through doing it alone half or some is learned through chance and without will. Happiness is there if you can open your eyes to it, to some people societal taught happiness isn't for everyone. Joys come from even the things our minds overlook and dismiss as nothing.
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As life proceeds, we change. As our wisdom grows, we shed our skin. Sometimes we forget a patch of old skin and it trails us till it is noticed.
We must forgive ourselves for our mistakes and live peacefully, each with their own lives and problems.
--
I am all of you fantasies come true. I am all of you dreams. And if you dont believe me, screw you.
--
As life proceeds, we change. As our wisdom grows, we shed our skin. Sometimes we forget a patch of old skin and it trails us till it is noticed.
We must forgive ourselves for our mistakes and live peacefully, each with their own lives and problems.
--
I am all of you fantasies come true. I am all of you dreams. And if you dont believe me, screw you.
--
As life proceeds, we change. As our wisdom grows, we shed our skin. Sometimes we forget a patch of old skin and it trails us till it is noticed.
We must forgive ourselves for our mistakes and live peacefully, each with their own lives and problems.
--
I am all of you fantasies come true. I am all of you dreams. And if you dont believe me, screw you.
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