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I feel like a fool,
All the lies I’ve been told,
The feeling of regret,
Never getting old.

Burning in the shadows,
Of your new love,
I’m never really there,
Anytime I’d shove.

You never really listened,
Told me I was wrong,
I think the anger took me hold,
That’s why I wrote this song.

To force the proof of how I felt,
To be in control,
For this is what I tried to do,
Cause my mind is just too full

There were no more kisses,
No more hugs,
No more meaning in your love,
It was given to the next girl in line,
No affection,
No more trust
No more hoping that’s a must,
You seem to make me feel so alone.

I’m dying on the outside in,
There is nothing to believe for,
There is no one there now,
I don’t want this anymore,

Your telling me that you still care,
But where is all the truth there,
You have a heart but its not with me,
But where is there “I should believe”.

I cannot trust you because I feel,
This really is a big deal,
I don’t want you anymore,
Cause in our lives there is nothing for.

There were no more kisses,
No more hugs,
No more meaning in your love,
It was given to the next girl in line,
No affection,
No more trust
No more hoping that’s a must,
You seem to make me feel so alone.

So lonely I could die away,
But you don’t know
I already have.
©2006-2009 ~masterofdream
:iconmasterofdream:

Author's Comments

this was a poem i wrote last night after getting off of the comp. Yep someone in my life is makin me feel this way and they know who they are (and so do a few other people). its the worst to feel like this, and for those who really do understand, that makes 2 of us.

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:iconsnakealien:
Dark poetry, very well designed in my eyes. Quite the writer you are, emotions make great fuel for art.

Personally I don't trust humans nor do I ever other then family. Humanity with no original bonds to one fails in the face of deceit and greed.

Glad you have an outlet for your emotions, its good to leak such things out or they might build up and thats no good.

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As life proceeds, we change. As our wisdom grows, we shed our skin. Sometimes we forget a patch of old skin and it trails us till it is noticed.

We must forgive ourselves for our mistakes and live peacefully, each with their own lives and problems.
:iconmasterofdream:
yeah, i already have felt that. i cant live like it anymore

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I am all of you fantasies come true. I am all of you dreams. And if you dont believe me, screw you.
:iconsnakealien:
Its easier to live and addapt when you let your mind think about reality and then the things to which distract ones mind from it. One who knows something can understand something, if you can't live this reality then there presents a problem. This world is full of pain and suffering but you need to see the greater picture. Life is a job in which we toil and strive to make a living and find some tidbits of happiness. That my friend is the benefit.

To encounter pain and suffering is what makes happiness and joy worth while and the reward for your toils. Otherwise to live in a happy and joyful enviroment one only sees boredom and lack of excitement. Think of this, if one eats to many sweets continuously with few other food items your taste buds loose the flavor and pizazz of the sweetness of sweets. So one thing the world offers is not available till you mind forgets about those memories and once again you can enjoy the sweets.
If we suffer with other humans or because of them then the things which make us happy with other humans is still a gateway to happiness if you allow it. Then it can be comparable to experiencing the joy for the first time because it is new again after toils have made life quite painful.

To put it straight to the point though this is hard to accuratly explain this. Its just life, troubles that stress us and hurt us are only there to disapline us. Joys will come whenever they do and the troubles make the joys even more enjoyable. Years of war in a country make violence to the enemy slack because the fighters have tired themselves out. So when peace is finally made, a heavenly feeling comes when they can change to having families and working for their soceity instead of killing it.

Guess I'm rambling with metaphors but I hope you catch my point. I know about pain and suffering trust me, my childhood has more then its share to explain it and so do certain kin of mine. But I don't dwell on that pain for long, I'm in control because I pushed myself to gain control of my emotions and thought process. However, this didn't come through doing it alone half or some is learned through chance and without will. Happiness is there if you can open your eyes to it, to some people societal taught happiness isn't for everyone. Joys come from even the things our minds overlook and dismiss as nothing.

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As life proceeds, we change. As our wisdom grows, we shed our skin. Sometimes we forget a patch of old skin and it trails us till it is noticed.

We must forgive ourselves for our mistakes and live peacefully, each with their own lives and problems.
:iconmasterofdream:
i seem to be pushing myself into a harder position when i am upset. lately, it can be anything and it turns into a verbal attack and sometimes, depending who i am dealing with, a physical attack. until i started to do tae kwon do, i couldnt let my anger out on anything except the people around me so i would end up harassing people so that i could get rid of the rage i feel often. im losing everything i had and everyone is beginning to turn against me, and i am feeling alone and pushed far out into the distance. my friends are getting into relationships and i feel as though i lost any chance to get attention, and i guess i am getting upset so people will be concerned and want to help, seeing as how i dont get that. im not trying to get that, but thats how it ends up on me. i cant find a place where i can be happy, and i cant act as though i am happy when i am not. some things make me happier, and other things break me into a bad mood, but as soon as i can learn to cope with that, hopefully the poems i write and the art i do will be a little less dreary and make people a little less concerned with me

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I am all of you fantasies come true. I am all of you dreams. And if you dont believe me, screw you.
:iconsnakealien:
we are all alone, but that can change as the weather does. What changes it... is you.

--
As life proceeds, we change. As our wisdom grows, we shed our skin. Sometimes we forget a patch of old skin and it trails us till it is noticed.

We must forgive ourselves for our mistakes and live peacefully, each with their own lives and problems.
:iconmasterofdream:
i understand. it would be so much easier if we could be able to control what we fear and what we dread. thats wat i have in mine

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I am all of you fantasies come true. I am all of you dreams. And if you dont believe me, screw you.
:iconsnakealien:
Once you gain control you'll be more prepared for any more situations relating to this unfortunate circumstance. I wish you the best of luck, I offer helpful advice and logic whenever need be.

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As life proceeds, we change. As our wisdom grows, we shed our skin. Sometimes we forget a patch of old skin and it trails us till it is noticed.

We must forgive ourselves for our mistakes and live peacefully, each with their own lives and problems.
:iconmasterofdream:
thanx alot. its good to know.

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I am all of you fantasies come true. I am all of you dreams. And if you dont believe me, screw you.

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