From Something I'm Not: Chap 6 by masterofdream, literature
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From Something I'm Not: Chap 6
"I still can't believe you are going to do this." Kelly frowned from the wall in the gym. She watched as David forced himself to do push ups, preparing for his rematch with Nicholas. With each thrust to the floor, he groaned hard, trying not to give up on it.
He smiled as he counted. "28…29…30." He hopped off of the floor, staring back over at her. She made no sudden movements, except for the turning of her head and laying it on her knees. She looked kind of down. He began to wonder, "Is it my fault?"
"I don't want you to get hurt." She said, her voice small and quiet. "What happens if you do get hurt this time?"
David walked over to her a
I feel like a fool,
All the lies I've been told,
The feeling of regret,
Never getting old.
Burning in the shadows,
Of your new love,
I'm never really there,
Anytime I'd shove.
You never really listened,
Told me I was wrong,
I think the anger took me hold,
That's why I wrote this song.
To force the proof of how I felt,
To be in control,
For this is what I tried to do,
Cause my mind is just too full
There were no more kisses,
No more hugs,
No more meaning in your love,
It was given to the next girl in line,
No affection,
No more trust
No more hoping that's a must,
You seem to make me feel so alone.
I'm dying on the out
It took me long enough,
To open up my eyes.
To the truth that was there before me,
The stuff no one could hide.
I guess I was just not right,
That I can now see,
But I don't care much anymore,
So I'll just take my leave.
I guess I was just naïve,
To what was there before,
But now the feelings turned to dust,
They're not there anymore.
I don't know what happened to me,
I was going crazy,
I think I had changed inside,
But not for better.
I want to take all it back,
To keep you sheltered,
I think I had changed inside,
But not for better.
I just realized how I hurt you,
It was not my usual way,
I pretended to act like I'm
You've seen me at most vulnerable,
You know everything.
Who I am and what I did,
Before I spread my wings.
My secrets that I never told,
Were yours to keep between.
My body is your landscape,
Or at least that's what it seems.
I took all my chances,
I gave you all my love,
I trusted you to be true so well,
'Cause you're precious from above.
I always felt exposed to you,
But I seemed to like it,
I'm not what I use to be,
Always so closed in.
I would take off all my clothes,
And show you what lies beneath,
This girl who's left to be alone,
But she will always be unsinned.
You seemed to know what's best for me,
How to raise m
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Yeah todays my bday. not as happy as i should be though. yesterday my dad found my oldest dog dead so my family was really depressed and we still are sad. Im startin to believe times a bitch. but anyways, im on a higher note today. yay!
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Nothing has been going right for me lately, in other words, every night i have cried. But im learnin to keep strong. I have been listening to music and i have been feeling better after i heard "Jesus Take The Wheel" by Carrie Underwood. i have actually been basing my life on that song for now, while im learning to deal with everything i have been feeling. If you havent heard it, i think you should.
She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard yea
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Nough said...
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